ABSURDITY

 Its a journey that I wish to intake everyday, a journey of self-discovery although its perturbing sometimes but the realisation is erstwhile. I thing I waste my time in leisure yet satiate my false ego with the fact that I am on the path of self discovery believing that it could be done steadily rather hastily making my own decision.

The question I have today is simple- DECISIONS

are decisions taken by us or are we the puppets of the decisions made by destiny?

the dilemma or the confusion

perhaps we are here to do some sane work for the benefit  of the society or for our own family but why?

why world depends on livelihood why we can't travel to Pluto to see its needed any help why are we restricted to so called boundaries set up by nature?

why can't I meet death and come back?

all these why shape up my curiosity into nothing

if universe is nothingness and being a product of that nothingness we are no more than a zero then why are busy in fighting complaining loving or running for the paltry course of live that to doesn't equate ourselves to the infinitesimal quant of the universe why ?

these are absurd yet we are made to question our absurdity isn't it?

may be I am frustated today but at least I have questions that can't be quenched out easily or perhaps I have lost my insanity/\\\